Well, this is one of those things I cannot possibly capture in a journey entry – I saw the light. Or I got hit over the head with it…One of those. I just had a strong clear sense of how all of my values might align. I was at the MANA conference all weekend, and visited a law class while I was in Boulder. And learning law for midwives felt like the most right, clear thing I could possibly do. So I feel like I have a lot of support and a grounding sense of what I need to know and why, in addition to a spiritual directive, and connection. So I proceed – knowing that it will be tedious and tough – and in that sense it will be a great spiritual practice, and that if I remember it’s not about me (advice from one of the elder midwives at the conference to all of the younger ones) I think it will be fine. Phew… We’ll see.